My Inbox Is Full

My Inbox is Full. A Monologue

Yes it is true. My inbox is full. I did not select to archive old items and I did not delete them. Now it is full. It seems to be just like my mind. Full. Full of thoughts, full of ideas, (that can’t be bad can it?) full. Does this happen to you? So I took a great risk and I hit select all and delete. Now my inbox is empty. It doesn’t seem to be that easy with my mind. I try to remember what it was that was in my inbox. Was it important? Was it something I was supposed to do? Was it something I had to do? Was it something I wanted to do and now I will never remember what it was? So many questions. What to do. Maybe I can retreive it all. Go into a special email inbox retreival therapy. Maybe I can get it all back. Do I want it back? Do I need it back? Is it really all that important? How much of it was junk mail? I wonder if I returned yesterday’s email? I think I need to learn how to type faster, and faster. I think that will help. I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. It is just the way it is. One good thing is I don’t get so many phone calls anymore. I seem to return those. I think I do anyway. Maybe I don’t and that is why I am not getting so many anymore. Oh wait I just got a new email. It is junk but I feel so much better. Here is another one I can try to ignore now. Oh, they are piling up. I feel so much better. I wonder how long It will be before I hit select and delete again. The first time I think it was about 15 years. Now it seems I can do it in a day. And then there is always the one email I seem to have forgotten about and don’t check at all. I think I forgot the password anyway. I think that one is from my Mother.